In dreams, they lie waiting
Memories, ever present
The ghosts of the past, unrelenting
At unrest they are, wailing
At him they stare, resent
It plays without pause
Sequence of him failing
To protect them, their cause
And for it, his punishment
Is endless torment
No nights are without tears
Restless, or nightmare awake
Condemned to relive their ends
Caged and powerless, the Light forsake
Came true his worst fears.
Hear their desperate pleas
Their prayers, unanswered
Burned, tortured at demonic hands
Until nothing remained
But ashes, at their knees
With pain and memories, overburdened
The Crusader without libram
Steel tempered and mind sha
It's been months now since it started
When one human I knew departed
Where my emotions were discarded
Was too much, since then, felt startled
Oh no, I'm hunched over
Come on and think about Cliffs of Dover
Another state of panic
Will it stop if I listen to classic?
Everything sounds and looks like dramatic
Causes may be traumatic
Lying somewhere in the far past
Got to find them fast
Or else, it's symptomatic
Wondering if anything broke
Deep, really deep inside me
It feels like I'm having a stroke
Move along, nothing to see
Just leave me be
I have to cool down, find something icy
Since hives burning like hellfire
I know it's about to get di
Once a budding rose
Condemned to the untimely fate
Of where every love goes
Which thirst cannot sate
Water turning to black slime
It will never bloom
Blackens, withers and dies
Loosing the sense of time
Unevitable, impending doom
Care and nourishment are to it lies
Petals turning to black
The Gardener weeps
As the flower refused life
He gives himself the flack
The last gust sweeps
Away tears of strife
''Your thorns made me bleed
Tended you since you were seed
Attentive to your needs
Why did you concede?''
Wither and die
Scatter and fly
Echoes of Winter (Pt. 1) by Severmentle, literature
Literature
Echoes of Winter (Pt. 1)
The chill of the eerie night in Shadowmoon Valley, brought by a wind gust with the perfume of the seas mixed with the natural scent of the thick forest, barely touched and disturbed by the Orcs or the Draenei... This chill was outstandingly piercing.
Dyrik lowered his spyglass, shrugging off the feeling before he retracted it with a frown. He felt his teeth grit together and his jaw locking after he spoke under a whisper.
''They are near.''
And how disgusted he was, despite the alluring scent floating in the air. He retracted the spyglass, placing it back into a satchel behind him before his left hand reached for his sturdy shield. It refl
In the land of the typhoon
Lives a woman I really like
Where life is no tycoon
Where the hurt does spike
So densely crowded
So colorful on the outside
But when you venture inside
You realize it's all shrouded
When I see her inner pain
I tell that it's not all in vain
Share maybe a laughter
Then add in a whisper
''Carry on, carry on
Don't forget your backpack
Carry on, carry on
You don't have to look back
Carry on, carry on,
Just pick up your backpack
Carry on, carry on,
Please get your smile back''
Isolation is the daily bread
For the woman who asked herself
Why there is so much dread
Where it's every Man for himself
'There so much aro
Hey, you, gather round
You will be safe and sound
Just place your bets
And for an instant, be our pets
You will see, finally
That it was all futility
Holding hands in unity
So we can escape reality
All we want to humanize
All we want to demonize
For the one we monetize
The subject we mesmerize
In the end will it suffice
All the ones we sacrifice
For a bit of paradise
It feels like we roll the dice
We are the harbingers of your destruction
As we pretend that we are your salvation
We are to welcome you in the Dominion
Where we will establish our domination
Just a look, for a while
To see if you're any vile
An excuse to be parasite
You don
Another night waking up
Another night terror
What must be that kind of horror
That keeps me from healing up
I hear them on the other side
Yelling, and yapping
Like two fighting hounds
I feel like dying a bit inside
Struggling and jumping
At the frequency of these sounds
Please, please
I just need to sleep
Please, be at ease
Please, don't be so steep
Oh, can you let me sleep
Before I begin to dream about the Leap
Damned you, my ears
You keep confirming my fears
Screaming and shouting
The dogs keep fighting
Someone, put them on the leash
Just make them stop, sheesh...
Maybe I should just close my eyes
Maybe it will soon be past
That it won'
Triggering
Murdering
Pull the pin
Throw the sin
So unstable
Cannot disable
An impending doom
Watch it go boom
An evil eye
A not-so-sorry goodbye
A deadly gift on his behalf
One last laugh
True sight of insanity
True meaning of profanity
Away from reality
Never lack creativity
Tic toc, tic toc
Here comes the havoc
Tic tac, tic tac
For he will attack
Tic, boom
Death will bloom
One last laugh
On his behalf
From the crazed engineer
The time draws near
Swallow your tears
Let me be in your blood
Escape your fears
Let it flood
Put it in a cage
Of brown glass
Temper your rage
I promise you class
Whatever your age
Whatever your mass
Forget for one night
You do not have to worry
I'll take your sight
So you won't feel sorry
Until first light
For now be merry
Enough in your crop
For one more
Just a drop
This head will be sore
Have it full
Silence your liver
Drench your soul
Be my believer
In dreams, they lie waiting
Memories, ever present
The ghosts of the past, unrelenting
At unrest they are, wailing
At him they stare, resent
It plays without pause
Sequence of him failing
To protect them, their cause
And for it, his punishment
Is endless torment
No nights are without tears
Restless, or nightmare awake
Condemned to relive their ends
Caged and powerless, the Light forsake
Came true his worst fears.
Hear their desperate pleas
Their prayers, unanswered
Burned, tortured at demonic hands
Until nothing remained
But ashes, at their knees
With pain and memories, overburdened
The Crusader without libram
Steel tempered and mind sha
It's been months now since it started
When one human I knew departed
Where my emotions were discarded
Was too much, since then, felt startled
Oh no, I'm hunched over
Come on and think about Cliffs of Dover
Another state of panic
Will it stop if I listen to classic?
Everything sounds and looks like dramatic
Causes may be traumatic
Lying somewhere in the far past
Got to find them fast
Or else, it's symptomatic
Wondering if anything broke
Deep, really deep inside me
It feels like I'm having a stroke
Move along, nothing to see
Just leave me be
I have to cool down, find something icy
Since hives burning like hellfire
I know it's about to get di
Once a budding rose
Condemned to the untimely fate
Of where every love goes
Which thirst cannot sate
Water turning to black slime
It will never bloom
Blackens, withers and dies
Loosing the sense of time
Unevitable, impending doom
Care and nourishment are to it lies
Petals turning to black
The Gardener weeps
As the flower refused life
He gives himself the flack
The last gust sweeps
Away tears of strife
''Your thorns made me bleed
Tended you since you were seed
Attentive to your needs
Why did you concede?''
Wither and die
Scatter and fly
Echoes of Winter (Pt. 1) by Severmentle, literature
Literature
Echoes of Winter (Pt. 1)
The chill of the eerie night in Shadowmoon Valley, brought by a wind gust with the perfume of the seas mixed with the natural scent of the thick forest, barely touched and disturbed by the Orcs or the Draenei... This chill was outstandingly piercing.
Dyrik lowered his spyglass, shrugging off the feeling before he retracted it with a frown. He felt his teeth grit together and his jaw locking after he spoke under a whisper.
''They are near.''
And how disgusted he was, despite the alluring scent floating in the air. He retracted the spyglass, placing it back into a satchel behind him before his left hand reached for his sturdy shield. It refl
In the land of the typhoon
Lives a woman I really like
Where life is no tycoon
Where the hurt does spike
So densely crowded
So colorful on the outside
But when you venture inside
You realize it's all shrouded
When I see her inner pain
I tell that it's not all in vain
Share maybe a laughter
Then add in a whisper
''Carry on, carry on
Don't forget your backpack
Carry on, carry on
You don't have to look back
Carry on, carry on,
Just pick up your backpack
Carry on, carry on,
Please get your smile back''
Isolation is the daily bread
For the woman who asked herself
Why there is so much dread
Where it's every Man for himself
'There so much aro
Hey, you, gather round
You will be safe and sound
Just place your bets
And for an instant, be our pets
You will see, finally
That it was all futility
Holding hands in unity
So we can escape reality
All we want to humanize
All we want to demonize
For the one we monetize
The subject we mesmerize
In the end will it suffice
All the ones we sacrifice
For a bit of paradise
It feels like we roll the dice
We are the harbingers of your destruction
As we pretend that we are your salvation
We are to welcome you in the Dominion
Where we will establish our domination
Just a look, for a while
To see if you're any vile
An excuse to be parasite
You don
Another night waking up
Another night terror
What must be that kind of horror
That keeps me from healing up
I hear them on the other side
Yelling, and yapping
Like two fighting hounds
I feel like dying a bit inside
Struggling and jumping
At the frequency of these sounds
Please, please
I just need to sleep
Please, be at ease
Please, don't be so steep
Oh, can you let me sleep
Before I begin to dream about the Leap
Damned you, my ears
You keep confirming my fears
Screaming and shouting
The dogs keep fighting
Someone, put them on the leash
Just make them stop, sheesh...
Maybe I should just close my eyes
Maybe it will soon be past
That it won'
Triggering
Murdering
Pull the pin
Throw the sin
So unstable
Cannot disable
An impending doom
Watch it go boom
An evil eye
A not-so-sorry goodbye
A deadly gift on his behalf
One last laugh
True sight of insanity
True meaning of profanity
Away from reality
Never lack creativity
Tic toc, tic toc
Here comes the havoc
Tic tac, tic tac
For he will attack
Tic, boom
Death will bloom
One last laugh
On his behalf
From the crazed engineer
The time draws near
Swallow your tears
Let me be in your blood
Escape your fears
Let it flood
Put it in a cage
Of brown glass
Temper your rage
I promise you class
Whatever your age
Whatever your mass
Forget for one night
You do not have to worry
I'll take your sight
So you won't feel sorry
Until first light
For now be merry
Enough in your crop
For one more
Just a drop
This head will be sore
Have it full
Silence your liver
Drench your soul
Be my believer
Surprise.
I don't know how I managed to write something, but I did it mum. New piece, ''Ghosts'' is now up for y'all to read!
Oh, and by the way, I've been exploring more games lately. Including the incredible retro-style FPS DUSK, by New Bloods In...
Been almost two years I haven't published a journal, or even submit something. I'm dusting off the Deviant Art to share some late updates concerning how I'm doing, and what's been going on every since. Bear with me. It feels awkward coming back here, especially now, but it was long due anyway.
I've been overbooked at work (adulting sucks) and it killed every single fiber of my inspiration in the meanwhile, much like my will to create and write in the meantime after so long. I however broke through the thick shell I formed myself by something... unusual. Streaming. Strange? Nah. Everyone and their mother are currently streaming, and I'm earni